Beauty

The sickness comes with the dawn….

I need a new….I need a change…..the fact that I make myself physicaly sick worrring and fretting over going into where I work hurts. The fact that I lose sleep over if someone is going to be cruel today if I will get bullied and then get yelled at for it. To know that I have co-workers that if they are in a bad mood they will yell, scream, through stuff, and tell me that I have problems kills me……I only work two days a week and thesse two days a week are killing me.

Thesse people are my boyfriends family…..boyfriend of five years…..my soon to be family inlaw.

Do I want to be sick for the rest of my life?